so it's been a few months... i kno, i'm a horrible person... so shoot me, lol!  this year has been so crazy!!!  can any over you believe that it's already over?!?!?  i kno i can't.  and to think that in a year i'm gonna be out of ohio for good.....  am i goin crazy???  i think so.  all i kno is that i wouldn't change anything that i've done for the world!  with all the ups and downs i've faced this past year, i kno that it's all been worth it and no matter what comes of it, i have no regrets.  2008's gonna be an even crazier year.  i just hope i can keep my sanity for a bit longer!  i'm not sure that i'm ready for all that lies ahead, but i kno that i'll just keep on keepin on through all of it.   at times i may just have to let life happen to me, instead of happen to life.  it sucks.  a lot.  but through it all i kno that when the time get tough, the tough get goin, and that's exactly what i'm gonna plan on doin.  just go, even when i don't kno where or how, i'm just gonna go.  that's what i've always wanted to do, but until now, i haven't had the guts to do it.  until now, i haven't had the support to do it.  until now, i haven't had the pressure to do it.  until now, i haven't had a reason to do it.  but now i've found my guts.  i've found my support.  i've found my pressure.  i've found my reason.... for everything.

maybe i'll keep up with this thing for a while....  it's seems to help a little.

have you ever had a feeling that you'd never felt before, and not known what to do with it..... it's scarey, just saying

that's all, thanks

ps - katie and i just realized it's out last night as roommates.... it's the end of an era folks!  it's been great hun, thanks for everthing you've done for me!!!!!!!  gonna miss those early-morning dance sessions, how will i ever get going in the morning without you?!?!?

i can't believe it's already the last week of my sophomore year of college!!!  i'm getting soo old!!!!  lol, oh well.  only 3 more days on campus!!  sooo bitter-sweet!  the past two years have been super amazing- amazing friends, amazing roomate, amazing randomness!!!!  now it's time to move on to the next chapter of my life, the big question, will i be ready to turn the page????  i really hope so, and i really think that i'm' ready for whatever the summer may bring me!!!!   

all in all these couple years have brought some super memorable times and i just want to thank everyone who has been a part of any of them, without you it wouldn't be possible!!!  from mario kart to "i gotta get outta this town!!!", from pranks to pass it back, thanks everyone for everything!!!! 

good luck everyone on finals and have an amazing summer and see you next year!!!!!  (if not sooner)

everyone always says that your sophmore year of college is when you become you.  high school, you've been you all your life.  freshmen year, you're assimilating and trying to find new friends.  then comes sophomore year and you finalize your career path and discover your real friends.  you move out on your own, become you as an individual.  you're still your parents' kid, you're still a student, you're still from you hometown, but you're becoming you. 

i have 11 days until i move out of dorms for good.  6 more nights in ada.  6 more mornings of climbing out of a bunk.  6 more late nights out with the friends.  6 more nights to cause trouble. 

enough with the reality checks!!!!!!!